Kimberly-Hime

When things dont go the way they are planned don't you just go ppfffttt..and stop giving a damn.It feels as though there are two ways one is ur decision and the one that goes alongside it is the one u don't want that to happen and it just happens that way....its shocking that how u protect something in a bubble and somehow some pin just pokes and bursts the bubble of dreams..At times i remember my saying of not to have any dream..not wishing anythin and not wanting and expecting things ...i will be stupid to tell ya folks that hey u know what i follow all of this..i try...but in the end i do end up having them.For now the bubble has pop!!! at

Everything is being a mess..Trying to be happy sure is a job..i knew it for a fact that in the morning i laughed so much that latter i m gonna cry... When i walk out crying or need time from my boyfriend and his sister(apparently) my only friend..i just find myself how alone i m...i cant even turn to anyone...this is life or what..well i m glad on one thing i must say..that both of them have friends other than me..haha lmao...i can be such a loner at times huh huhuhuh! i guess canada doesnt suit me much..or maybe i forgot to how to make friend down here ...:)

Well today was the most awaited day ...why? i applied for my visa for studying Canada..i wished to go with my friends..but well that wasnt meant to be... maybe theres some meaning behind it...who knows *points up* except The Great Lord himself! =D Aaaand now talking to the topic!than meh going all ga ga and goo goo... I got my visa for it..i was nervous for it..annyoing heart beat just couldnt get a GRIP!!!!! SOOOOO YaY!!!!!... hmm by the end of be graduation...i might be half dead with panda eyes...my friends might be getting engaged and married..orr having babies O_o (yea..my mind?? aint working right) aaand even the ones younger than